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Found this killer new band and wanted to share with others. All they have right now is a single that can be downloaded from either iTunes or amazon.com. I got mine a few hours ago and tossed it in the mix of music i have. Let me know what you think about them. I think they have a great sound very ketchy.
-Josh
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The mix inside is overwhelming. i find my self in tears at moments, just saying what has happened to me today gets me at points. they arent tears of pure sadness they are tears of Anger !
Today i was brought into the main room where everyone works and i was told in front of a group (of who i work with) and told that he had good and bad news. the bad news is we are not doing to well and are loosing money so the first thing they have to do is let someone go and of course they have to do it by seniority and in this case i was the last one hired (2-3yrs ago). so in front of everyone he said i was going to be let go on Dec.15th (which after a few mins changed to the 19th). so not only am i getting let go the fucker had the nerve and disrespect to do it in front of a group and not as a personal one on one kind of thing. I think that is totally wrong and fucked up in so many ways. and to top it off he says the good news is that everyone’s wages are going up cause of the living wage and hint hint one less employee.
Not only am i pissed im angry !
thing is i have to go tomorrow and for the next week or so. and after hearing that i don’t have a job i don’t really feel like going !
Nothing like this has ever happened to me. i usually leave a job and i was at that point of leaving but i still needed some time to find something else. and now im being forced to do so in the worst of times. im at the point where im not sure what to do. all i know is im not going to let this get the best of me.
Im going to try and kick the shit out of this feeling. I know in the back of my head, where it is poorly lit at the moment, that everything will be fine and this is an open door to someting better and a step forward to something new. But i have to get a better light and fight this feeling inside and ill be at the point where i can move on.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
-Josh
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…One Email Account At A Time !
I don’t know what everyone else uses but i mainly use hotmail for my email needs. and up till now its been great and then one day Microsoft decides to fuck it all up. First they send emails saying they are going to change the name then the whole look and for a while it looked awesome i had this black skin on it and my world was set. Then just a few weeks ago (or less) i sign in to check my email and they have an intro page saying its mandatory for me to switch to the new version or LIVE Mail ! and i do it cause there is no way around it and i get into it and the default is this like bright pink skin on every square inch of my screen.
My first though was, what the FUCK did they do!?! they changed something that worked perfectly fine and looked hell of a lot better, to something that makes your eyes bleed. So right away i look for an option to change the skin to something i can look at for more then 3 seconds without loosing all my blood. and the options are girly, gay and even gayer ! so they made the new LIVE mail for just girls it seems and anyone who likes ummm interior design.
So here i am stuck with this gay fucking hotmail and no way to switch it back. I have so many other email accounts but this was my first and i use it the most and everyone i know has this email. Microsoft please give me back my manly Hotmail !!! Or at least add just a plain Black Skin to be applied with out a girly design…
Oh and i forgot to mention they just sent me an email saying were not done yet ! so i see it as we haven’t fucked up your email enough we have some more changes to make your email totally GAY !
WHYYYYYY !!!!!
-Josh
YouTube Contest Challenges Users To Make A ‘Good’ Video
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Well i had a bad day and also a good day. ive choosen to stop investing so much into some one and somethings that are hopeless in this world. And im focusing that energy and emotion into something else. so reaching that point today has made me happy but its also sad i had to suffer through so much to learn this. only if i would of come to the conclusion sooner. so i end this day on a high note and i know im going to enjoy my days to come so much more, especially tomorrow since i get to stay home, its freaking awesome. Had a huge laugh at the following videos above and below, so take a peek and tell me what ya thought. i laughed so hard.
-Josh
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China Launches First Willing Manned Mission Into Space
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Was checking out my old local radio station from Tucson, Az and stumbled upon this new song from a band i love, Paramore. I guess it is only on the Soundtrack for the new movie Twilight. I so need to go pick that soundtrack up. take a peek at the song above.
-Josh
To think some one cant remember what happened towards the end of the day but can remember what happened before and after that chunk of time. I guess we choose to remember the times we want to, and tend to forget about the other time spent. Lost in a sea of memories never to be remembered.
-Josh
Question to all and to all an answer I ask for in return. The question is, Can some one really care about another, or are we all out to better ourselves?
Good deeds mask a feeling we all seek, it is to make our selves feel better, or hell just to feel something. I was thinking just today I tried to talk to some one and instead of listening they were talking as well, expressing their own feelings. Sometimes all we seek is a listener and more and more I find there are none left, just people that talk and really only listen to what they are saying. And in the rare occasion they get a response they only hear what they want to. So ultimately they will feel a bit of relief that some one listened. But in all honesty everyone that is on the receiving end is probably only thinking about them selves, for a moment they might be listening but the mind snaps back to priority one yourself.
I like to think of my self as a good listener. And when it comes time to talk im not heard. I have a series of blog’s I flock to once and awhile ill read and most likely comment. But on the other hand when I make a post I rarely get a response, which in return shows me how much people care about returning the favor. Im kind of getting to the point of not caring to listen anymore. I can’t stand to hear about something over and over that can be solved if the person would just listen. Again they care more about themselves and try to make other feel sorry for them.
I love going on and on about something either no one will read or respond to. Friendship is a rare thing these days, you might think you have it but do you really. The world is full of actors and some are just to damn good.
So I will no longer believe the lies that hide the truth.
-Josh
…today i got my pre-order for the cd In This Moment - The Dream. Im so shocked i got it the day after it came out. in the past ive Pre-ordered things and they didn’t arrive days or weeks after its release in stores. Its awesome to not have to wait. Even better its signed by the band and also has my name on it woot ! Very cool indeed. Well im waiting to see if they install the dish today if not im going to be pissed! the day isn’t a total loss though. a day off from work and also im getting some 3D video lessons in. Learning a ton of things i didn’t know before.
Well off to listen and create.
Check out the band above, they kick some major ass. there is a post down below with the first single off the new album.
-Josh
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I got wind of this game a long time ago and its looking better and better each day. i cant wait till i get a chance to play this. its hitting stores Oct. 21st ! This game is like a build your own game in a box. It gives you premade levels and also has all the tools you could think of to make your own levels, which is the main purpose of the game. they want you to create, share and play ! And im guessing there are going to be a ton of sweet kick ass levels created. right now they are sending out Beta keys to try out the game before it hits shelves. I want one ! till then ill have to settle with these great videos of whats to come.
-Josh
Im switching over from Comcast to DishNetwork and i didnt think i could have a harder switch. Im doing this switch because im ready for an HD package and comcast makes you pay out the ass for their version. I ordered the TurboHD service on Wednesday and ever since ive been playing tag with them trying to confirm i ordered the service and no they cant just send an email, but no i have to talk to them over the phone. for one thing i hate phones the other i hate AT&T ever since they bought cingular but thats a whole other story.
I get crappy reception in my house and i never recieve calls and it sucks so much… well back to my story. i sent a long email to dishnetwork telling them my troubles with their service and i havent recieved any kind of order conformation. Funny thing i get an email that says :
“Thank you for your e-mail. In order to research your account, we will need more account information. Please provide us with the phone number listed on your account and your account number so that we may further assist you. For immediate assistance please call our Customer Service Center at 1-800-333-3474 at your convenience.”
So of cousre i hit my self over the head many times trying to get a hold of how stupid these people really are. I went into long detail of my problem telling them i dont have an account and never got any form of conformation except the phone calls that went straight to my voicemail. and even better they just say they are calling to confirm i ordered the service and they dont offer a number to call back at all. the first time i got a number was today in that email.
So i call the place up and its one of those voice automated systems. and it takes forever for it to select what i want and it turns out i end up with the wrong thing and bam im back where i started. even calling them doesnt help. when i asked to be transfered to a different department they said they cant do that. so i asked her to email me the direct number to the support and never recieved that email. its like i have to work super hard for them to take my money and im not sure what to do now. I really want to get HD programing but im not sure how much now.
-Josh