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The mix inside is overwhelming. i find my self in tears at moments, just saying what has happened to me today gets me at points. they arent tears of pure sadness they are tears of Anger !
Today i was brought into the main room where everyone works and i was told in front of a group (of who i work with) and told that he had good and bad news. the bad news is we are not doing to well and are loosing money so the first thing they have to do is let someone go and of course they have to do it by seniority and in this case i was the last one hired (2-3yrs ago). so in front of everyone he said i was going to be let go on Dec.15th (which after a few mins changed to the 19th). so not only am i getting let go the fucker had the nerve and disrespect to do it in front of a group and not as a personal one on one kind of thing. I think that is totally wrong and fucked up in so many ways. and to top it off he says the good news is that everyone’s wages are going up cause of the living wage and hint hint one less employee.
Not only am i pissed im angry !
thing is i have to go tomorrow and for the next week or so. and after hearing that i don’t have a job i don’t really feel like going !
Nothing like this has ever happened to me. i usually leave a job and i was at that point of leaving but i still needed some time to find something else. and now im being forced to do so in the worst of times. im at the point where im not sure what to do. all i know is im not going to let this get the best of me.
Im going to try and kick the shit out of this feeling. I know in the back of my head, where it is poorly lit at the moment, that everything will be fine and this is an open door to someting better and a step forward to something new. But i have to get a better light and fight this feeling inside and ill be at the point where i can move on.
Im switching over from Comcast to DishNetwork and i didnt think i could have a harder switch. Im doing this switch because im ready for an HD package and comcast makes you pay out the ass for their version. I ordered the TurboHD service on Wednesday and ever since ive been playing tag with them trying to confirm i ordered the service and no they cant just send an email, but no i have to talk to them over the phone. for one thing i hate phones the other i hate AT&T ever since they bought cingular but thats a whole other story.
I get crappy reception in my house and i never recieve calls and it sucks so much… well back to my story. i sent a long email to dishnetwork telling them my troubles with their service and i havent recieved any kind of order conformation. Funny thing i get an email that says :
“Thank you for your e-mail. In order to research your account, we will need more account information. Please provide us with the phone number listed on your account and your account number so that we may further assist you. For immediate assistance pleasecall our Customer Service Center at 1-800-333-3474 at your convenience.”
So of cousre i hit my self over the head many times trying to get a hold of how stupid these people really are. I went into long detail of my problem telling them i dont have an account and never got any form of conformation except the phone calls that went straight to my voicemail. and even better they just say they are calling to confirm i ordered the service and they dont offer a number to call back at all. the first time i got a number was today in that email.
So i call the place up and its one of those voice automated systems. and it takes forever for it to select what i want and it turns out i end up with the wrong thing and bam im back where i started. even calling them doesnt help. when i asked to be transfered to a different department they said they cant do that. so i asked her to email me the direct number to the support and never recieved that email. its like i have to work super hard for them to take my money and im not sure what to do now. I really want to get HD programing but im not sure how much now.
(Note : Video above is from a Show Called Flight of the Conchords. funny as hell. I put the video in here for my Friend from Australia so she could see what i was talking about the other day. she is so British ! or a kiwi not sure lol.)First off If you are new to the world or have been under a rock for the first part of your life, ill explain what WTF means. It means What The Fuck. Its considered a form or abbreviation also know as 133t speak. leet speak is a form of net/hacker/geek lingo where You abbreviate words and some times replace letters with numbers. Now that we have that out of the way you have graduated to no so total n00b status. (n00b = newbie, new to something.) so well i was on looking to see if a domain i had an idea for was still available and some one of course owns it. but whats really sad about it is the person that owns the site is only using it for a thank you page and not the same kind of thing i would of used it for. My idea was so kick ass i could of done so much with it. Well i looked into who owns it and turns out some guy in Europe and then i searched for the host of the site and got an address for it and went to the site and it took me to Virginmedia.com which is a crappy site with tons of useless shit on it, kind of like almost everything on the net.
Well im looking on the site and see a topic that says FHM’s Sexiest Women 2008. So me being a guy i click on this list of chicks and to my surprise they have some of the ugliest people on this list. one of the pictures is above. makes me cringe every time i see a pic of this person. I want to see the room full of blind idiots that made this list. did they just do a search on Google for Hot Celebs and just took the top 100 most viewed names? im serious look at them your self here .
I think i need a shower i feel so dirty after looking at only half those photos. Have a great week and im going to try and put up a new band of the week soon probably try and get a new one up every Tuesday. Ive been really bad about doing that there are so many bands but i keep forgetting to get on and post about them. Have fun and Enjoy.
