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To start this thing off right, above this is a video from an awesome band that just released their second cd a week or so ago. Meg and Dia are freaking awesome and this CD is a must have. Their first CD was good but some tracks lacked something, but this new CD every track is special and deserves a listen. Give it a listen and if you like it go to their website, meganddia.com
It’s been a few months with out any blogs from me at all. I bet all of my fans are just devastated. I have been busy with my writing/English class. I’m trying to improve my writing skills and i think i have improved a bit. I have learned a lot over the past few months and im going to use these new found skills to start writing out some ideas finally. I have bits and pieces of stories but i think its time to finish some of them. In the past I’ve said that i would start and finish things but i always found my self putting it off. I’m not afraid to fail in life im just not motivated to try. I’m missing the driving force behind my ideas. I lack the passion for creativity i one had. I’m not sure where this lack of passion came from. The thing i do know is i want it back and im willing to do what ever it takes to get the passion back. I’ll reach back and say what ive already said, “Keep Moving Forward.” Break away from the daily routine of nothing and strive for something better. If i don’t take a chance ill never know if ill be able to do anything.
I have one thing ive been wanting to write about and that thing is problem solving. I had a problem with a friend. Things were done and said and nothing was ever resolved. And now its like nothing ever happened but something did happen. I’m still not sure if there is something there hiding in the shadows waiting for the right time to pownce out and fight another round. I want to know what this person was going to respond with oh so long ago. I guess ill just wait it out and let it go unsolved for the moment. I hate to fight and i hate not having my best friend even more. I felt like we had a nice bond almost like we were really family. OK enough of that for awhile…
Is there a cure for procrastination? I would really love to know. I have said this in the past that I have so many great ideas it hurts. But to get them out is a pain itself. I think to myself what a great idea but then when it comes time to write it out there is something in my head that stops me like writing it out is a waste of time think of how much you could do if you didn’t write this out. Ill admit it I enjoy playing games and for some reason when Microsoft introduced Gamer Points for each game it was like the old arcade thing came back to life. When kids would try and try to beat other people’s scores. It’s like that now with the whole thing Microsoft has set up.
So in my head I think id rather play games then ever get anything done and I want help with that. I know a person’s first thought would be sell it and I just can’t do that i’ve spent too much money and there is some times where I need to unwind and do something different. I need to be better at not playing while still having it here. Self control is the key and for some reason I just don’t possess any at the moment.
Im writing this out cause I do need help with my ideas and if I never get any help ill stay the same way. So here it is my plea for help I need your help out there creative world… I know that if I have a team to help me work with my idea it won’t be for nothing. I have a studio site set up at illuminated-creations.com/jobs and at that site there is a jobs page. If you are interested at all with any of the positions available or think I missed something please email me at jobs@illuminated-creations.com and in the title put what ever you want to apply for.
(Note : Video above is from a Show Called Flight of the Conchords. funny as hell. I put the video in here for my Friend from Australia so she could see what i was talking about the other day. she is so British ! or a kiwi not sure lol.)First off If you are new to the world or have been under a rock for the first part of your life, ill explain what WTF means. It means What The Fuck. Its considered a form or abbreviation also know as 133t speak. leet speak is a form of net/hacker/geek lingo where You abbreviate words and some times replace letters with numbers. Now that we have that out of the way you have graduated to no so total n00b status. (n00b = newbie, new to something.) so well i was on looking to see if a domain i had an idea for was still available and some one of course owns it. but whats really sad about it is the person that owns the site is only using it for a thank you page and not the same kind of thing i would of used it for. My idea was so kick ass i could of done so much with it. Well i looked into who owns it and turns out some guy in Europe and then i searched for the host of the site and got an address for it and went to the site and it took me to Virginmedia.com which is a crappy site with tons of useless shit on it, kind of like almost everything on the net.
Well im looking on the site and see a topic that says FHM’s Sexiest Women 2008. So me being a guy i click on this list of chicks and to my surprise they have some of the ugliest people on this list. one of the pictures is above. makes me cringe every time i see a pic of this person. I want to see the room full of blind idiots that made this list. did they just do a search on Google for Hot Celebs and just took the top 100 most viewed names? im serious look at them your self here .
I think i need a shower i feel so dirty after looking at only half those photos. Have a great week and im going to try and put up a new band of the week soon probably try and get a new one up every Tuesday. Ive been really bad about doing that there are so many bands but i keep forgetting to get on and post about them. Have fun and Enjoy.
