Josh Speer

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Merry Christmas (eve) !
-Josh

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I was watching some videos earlier on you tube and stumbled on this one above. i clicked on it cause i like the stuff David Blaine does and thought this was him. and to my surprise it was some guy acting like him and it happens to be a pretty damn funny spoof on his magic. so take a look and let me know if it give you a laugh. Part two is below.
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-Josh

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Found this killer new band and wanted to share with others. All they have right now is a single that can be downloaded from either iTunes or amazon.com. I got mine a few hours ago and tossed it in the mix of music i have. Let me know what you think about them. I think they have a great sound very ketchy.

-Josh

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The mix inside is overwhelming. i find my self in tears at moments, just saying what has happened to me today gets me at points. they arent tears of pure sadness they are tears of Anger !

Today i was brought into the main room where everyone works and i was told in front of a group (of who i work with) and told that he had good and bad news. the bad news is we are not doing to well and are loosing money so the first thing they have to do is let someone go and of course they have to do it by seniority and in this case i was the last one hired (2-3yrs ago). so in front of everyone he said i was going to be let go on Dec.15th (which after a few mins changed to the 19th). so not only am i getting let go the fucker had the nerve and disrespect to do it in front of a group and not as a personal one on one kind of thing. I think that is totally wrong and fucked up in so many ways. and to top it off he says the good news is that everyone’s wages are going up cause of the living wage and hint hint one less employee.

Not only am i pissed im angry !
thing is i have to go tomorrow and for the next week or so. and after hearing that i don’t have a job i don’t really feel like going !

Nothing like this has ever happened to me. i usually leave a job and i was at that point of leaving but i still needed some time to find something else. and now im being forced to do so in the worst of times. im at the point where im not sure what to do. all i know is im not going to let this get the best of me.

Im going to try and kick the shit out of this feeling. I know in the back of my head, where it is poorly lit at the moment, that everything will be fine and this is an open door to someting better and a step forward to something new. But i have to get a better light and fight this feeling inside and ill be at the point where i can move on.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

-Josh