To think some one cant remember what happened towards the end of the day but can remember what happened before and after that chunk of time. I guess we choose to remember the times we want to, and tend to forget about the other time spent. Lost in a sea of memories never to be remembered.
-Josh
Question to all and to all an answer I ask for in return. The question is, Can some one really care about another, or are we all out to better ourselves?
Good deeds mask a feeling we all seek, it is to make our selves feel better, or hell just to feel something. I was thinking just today I tried to talk to some one and instead of listening they were talking as well, expressing their own feelings. Sometimes all we seek is a listener and more and more I find there are none left, just people that talk and really only listen to what they are saying. And in the rare occasion they get a response they only hear what they want to. So ultimately they will feel a bit of relief that some one listened. But in all honesty everyone that is on the receiving end is probably only thinking about them selves, for a moment they might be listening but the mind snaps back to priority one yourself.
I like to think of my self as a good listener. And when it comes time to talk im not heard. I have a series of blog’s I flock to once and awhile ill read and most likely comment. But on the other hand when I make a post I rarely get a response, which in return shows me how much people care about returning the favor. Im kind of getting to the point of not caring to listen anymore. I can’t stand to hear about something over and over that can be solved if the person would just listen. Again they care more about themselves and try to make other feel sorry for them.
I love going on and on about something either no one will read or respond to. Friendship is a rare thing these days, you might think you have it but do you really. The world is full of actors and some are just to damn good.
So I will no longer believe the lies that hide the truth.
-Josh
…today i got my pre-order for the cd In This Moment - The Dream. Im so shocked i got it the day after it came out. in the past ive Pre-ordered things and they didn’t arrive days or weeks after its release in stores. Its awesome to not have to wait. Even better its signed by the band and also has my name on it woot ! Very cool indeed. Well im waiting to see if they install the dish today if not im going to be pissed! the day isn’t a total loss though. a day off from work and also im getting some 3D video lessons in. Learning a ton of things i didn’t know before.
Well off to listen and create.
Check out the band above, they kick some major ass. there is a post down below with the first single off the new album.
-Josh