Josh Speer

Today i learned something. Ive been taking this class showing how the world is created by the media and manipulated by it. cool is created sometimes and people try to fit in with things. I am in love with tech i live and breathe it. I was working somewhere that had an open job waiting to be filled i had gone out for a similar job and not got it because i wasn’t experienced enough. But then the current job appeared and i was not even considered for the position for personal reasons my guess from the rest of the higher ups. which i will explain further on in this post. Well some one that i think is un qualifed to be in this position got it instead of me i flipped out and pissed some people off cause i havent felt the same around them since and i heard some other crap that was said behind my back. But that is all under my bridge now…

But today i was watching a video in this class from above and it opened my eyes. This person that got the job is a Yes man. There is no problem with that but im jsut not like that. After all this time of being jealous i see what this person does and how he is treated. Im not like that i question authority and ask why ? Im not some meat puppet that does shit for no reason. I tried fitting in to this click of tech people and all and all i never really was accepted. Waking up to this thought in my head im so glad i didnt get the job. Not getting it has pusshed me to do the crap i want to do and that isnt holding me back anymore. i have growed a little today and im actually happy. i sat there in class and though about the situation and see my self better off.

Instead of following a trend or a click im going to start my own medium. an outlet of creativity with people i enjoy talking to and love seeing what they can come up with is a joy to me. Fuck it lets start creating a new world of media. Id like to say thank you for helping me evolve. Thinking is Free so do it !

 -Josh