Josh Speer

Found this sweet ass band a while back i finally stumbled upon the paper i wrote there cd info on and i got the cd and had to share there single with you all. Below are the lyrics to the song.

Paramore - Misery Business
I’m in the business of misery, let’s take it from the top
She’s got a body like an hourglass it’s ticking like a clock
It’s a matter of time before we all run out…
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn’t lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks we had caught on fire
She’s got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa…well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good

Second chances they don’t never matter, people never change
Once a whore, you’re nothing more, I’m sorry that’ll never change
And about forgiveness, we’re both supposed to have exchanged
I’m sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!

Well there’s a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want it what they like, it’s easy if you do it right
[Misery Business lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa…well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good …

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving …

Whoa,well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now …

Whoa,well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa… it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
‘Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
‘Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good

Today i learned something. Ive been taking this class showing how the world is created by the media and manipulated by it. cool is created sometimes and people try to fit in with things. I am in love with tech i live and breathe it. I was working somewhere that had an open job waiting to be filled i had gone out for a similar job and not got it because i wasn’t experienced enough. But then the current job appeared and i was not even considered for the position for personal reasons my guess from the rest of the higher ups. which i will explain further on in this post. Well some one that i think is un qualifed to be in this position got it instead of me i flipped out and pissed some people off cause i havent felt the same around them since and i heard some other crap that was said behind my back. But that is all under my bridge now…

But today i was watching a video in this class from above and it opened my eyes. This person that got the job is a Yes man. There is no problem with that but im jsut not like that. After all this time of being jealous i see what this person does and how he is treated. Im not like that i question authority and ask why ? Im not some meat puppet that does shit for no reason. I tried fitting in to this click of tech people and all and all i never really was accepted. Waking up to this thought in my head im so glad i didnt get the job. Not getting it has pusshed me to do the crap i want to do and that isnt holding me back anymore. i have growed a little today and im actually happy. i sat there in class and though about the situation and see my self better off.

Instead of following a trend or a click im going to start my own medium. an outlet of creativity with people i enjoy talking to and love seeing what they can come up with is a joy to me. Fuck it lets start creating a new world of media. Id like to say thank you for helping me evolve. Thinking is Free so do it !

 -Josh

Im not in a good mood lately. A thing that did pick it up was this song and now the band Circa Survive. found them on a sampler i got in AZ a few weeks back and the best record store ever Zia Records. I miss going there so much. Enjoy the video above !
-Josh